granted, well i have it all the time. Sometime you call them karma because you yourself have also take other people for granted. But let all think it this way, you are always there for them when they needed you and because of that they are making use of you in everyway they can until they think that you are no longer of use to them."What wrong with them, why are they doing this to you" you might think but that life and what can we do but to live with it. It hurt a lot when things like this happened. It suck big time! You will feel like one big sucker!!!!
One way to deal with it is to change yourself. Don't be so kind to them, protect yourself at all time. Help only if you can. Learn to say no to them. Only then will you not be taken for granted.
Not just people, friendship, life, freedom, money this are all taken for granted. But they will never realise it till it been taken away from them.
This is one short post to let people know that hey look around you, there are many wonderful things. Treasure them dun take them for granted. cause once you lost it. you might not be able to get them again. Not at all!!!
nth much to talk abt actually or should i just say that i'm lazy really lazy. will update more soon......
HEY ALL WE HAVE A NEW MEMEBER TODAY. THREE actually but didn't have the chance to talk to the other 2. Soooo please me to introduce to you Augustus our new memeber. *clap clap clap* ha ha.
Anyway woke up late today and was almost late for salsa lesson. Lol. cab down once again like what the hell but you know what is the most amazing thing that happened, the cab diver only charge me $10 from woodlands to tanjong pagar. He took the long way down instead of the short one so i decided to ask why did he do that for. After explaining everything to me which i don't understand at all he charge me $10 only. Hmmm, i feel kind of bad though cause normally i would have to pay $18+ but i paid only $10 to him. Hmmmmmmm.
Lesson today was fun but i was being called a bitch again. HA HA. Don't ask why, you don't want to know.
After lesson rush down for a cappella practise, this is where i should intro the new memebrs instead lol. O well i have already intro them so nevermind. Anyway, I was only there for like 20 min then a cappella ended. LOL WTH. We went up to Ecnad for some trial thing again but i will not be joining as i will be going for NS already. I just hope Angie don't get angry with me for that. Hmmm, I will try to arrange everything and see what i can do. After Ecnad went back down to A cappella room to do some cleaning up, man the room is so dirty need to do spring cleaning soon like real soon.
Went for dinner after that, Thai express ha ha, it nice but expensive. Lol, once in a while should be ok i guess. It was Augustus first time having dinner with us hope he enjoys it. Hmmm did i spell your name wrongly, if i did please tell me so i can change it. OK.
Now let me post some pictures.......say yeah.......yeah.
Nice yummy honey chicken rice.
Black pepper chicken rice
Black pepper soft shell crabs
There is some more pictures but i lazy to put it up. tomorrow then i contiune bye
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happy
1.AMKSS choir,
2.Christ Church choir,
3.FajarCappella,
4.Pasir Ris SS choir
5.St. Andrew's School choir
and last but not the least
6.The A cappella society youth voices.
Do come n support us.
Date:10th november 08
Time:730pm
Venue:Spore conference hall
Price:$15
Get tickets from me ya =),
Pls come support us.
- Mood: happy
I just love this video this song is sad so sad.
- Mood:
depressed
Friends for life?
Hmmmm let see. Recently, i'm kind of emo-ing again. No idea why, my mood just sank to the bottom of the sea with no one to help me up. I have been closing myself up from the outside world, even when my friend try to help me i totally reject their offer. The once open, happy, "funny" colin seem to be gone. Now the colin know nothing about anything but work and dance. Few weeks back Zh and gang ask me out, but i rejected them cause i need to work that day, then they ask me the second time i still rejected them. The feeling or saying yes is there but the idea of working and what am i going to talk to them about if i join them comes to my mind. I have really nothing in common to talk to them anymore. Mainly, they will be talking about their poly life which i know nuts about it. Like, if i go there what will i be saying to them or will i just be again listening to every single things they say and just keep quite and not talk. No i don't want that to happen. It hurt to know that they were once your very close friends and now you have nothing to talk to them at all.
Work .
Looking for jobs this days is not as easy as it use to be and that suck. I managed to get 2 jobs. One at Causeway Point Shopping Centre(cwp) the other one at this child care centre. Working at cwp was sort of a must for me cause i really needed money then and now i still need money to pay off my dance lesson and bills and many things. Which is why i took up the second job, child care centre. However, i don't know if i'm up it. The boss demand is high and i cannot blame her for that, she is worried for her students and she is not a person that like to do thing slowly. Seeing her way of working give me both stress and motivion to work. However, i'm still not getting use to it. I might lose this job. Then i will have to look for new one. "sign"
Dance
Dancing is what i'm doing now. Taking up lesson from different dance studio to improve my dancing skill and is the only way i can relax feel free. I wouldn't say much about my dance cause i like that way. That all.
A cappella
Once again christmas carolling is back. I kind look forward to this year carolling with everyone else again. I still can remember how everyone enjoyed singing with one another last year. I just hope that this year will be the same or better. I have my ups and downs with them too, i hope that all that we have been through are not going to waste.
"sign" i sound so depressing. . . . . . . .
- Mood: depressed
It over anyway, i'm free from it. I don't want to think about it anymore.
Salsa, contem, jive, hip hop and A cappella. Dancing and singing, things that i do for life. Something i cannot do without it. It my career, this is what i really want to do. Taking lesson from different places to improve my dancing skills, to gain the exp i need. This is me.
Salsa, Jive and Contempory, my kind of dance. Wahahaha. It soo cool, how can i not dance to this kind of dance. It the kind of dance where i can really express myself, who i really am. I cannot believe i wasted so much time on other things instead of dance. *STUPID ME* Hip Hop, i like HH but i'm jus not good at it. so i decided to take up lesson, proper lesson from studio wu to improve my HH. GO COLIN YOU CAN DO IT. YOU HAVE MASTER THE ART OF SPILT NW GO MASTER THE ART OF HIP HOP. LOL! Art of hip hop, what am i saying? -_-"
Been singing with The A cappella Society for 7 years WOOOOO THAT LONG. I might not be very good with my singing but that what i enjoy doing it and i will continue to sing till I DIE! lame..... From heritage fest to christmas performances, A cappella champs to A cappella fest. Man thats a lot of performances. COOL!
Work, Work, Work, Work. I need to work. Why? you might ask. Well cause i need to pay my dancing fees duh. I need to find myself a better job soon. like real soon. earning 200 plus to 300 plus is not going to be enough to pay for anything.
Love life, my love life is not really going very well. to be honest. I'm single nw. i broke up with my girlfriend weeks ago. It for her own good, she have been flying back and fro from Singapore to Italy jus because of me. I felt so bad for making her doing that. she have a life there. I cannot be so selfish. I wan her to be happy, which is why i break up with her. I hope she is ok.
O well that ends my post for nw. la la la la la la.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
content
Hmm, i have got a english journal to do nw, argh! o well, and i'm here typing livejournal, hmmmm colin go go go go and do your work nw.
Sleepy very sleepy.
- Mood:
sleepy
 | White |
| You value law, order, community and light. You love to protect the social order and the rule of law. At your best, you are just and protective. At your worst, you are authoritarian and dogmatic. Your symbol is a sunburst. Your enemies are black and red. |
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blank
right i would like to tell you abt house warming but i'm lazy nw so i will contiune tml. good night
- Mood: tired
It could jus be me, but i'm very sure it not and o watever.
After my hotel course and NS i'm going to contiune to study dance at NAFA. I would want to take degree at Laslle though and if money allow, i wan go overseas to study dance instead. Get away from this place. I would frenz like sali, ezra, wilson n terrance to go with me. They are the kind of frenz i can depend on, not totally but yes can depend on.
ARGH i dun wan to tok abt it anymore. i shall look forward to NDP.
NDP WOOOOO COMING IN 2 WEEKS TIME. I'm so freaking excited abt it. It not at marina bay but it ok, at least i get to perform for it and that good enough.
ok i dun wan to say anymore.
- Mood: crappy
Allow me to explain, school projects are no excuss, i will have to depend on them to pass my exam. However, 5 PROJECTS AT ONE GO, WOOOOOO. Quality service, Principal of communication (POC), BQT Operation (BOM), English and Microeconomic. English is easy jus have to do journal for every lesson. That not a big problem. Quality service is something we have done before, so i supposed it not a very big problem also, POC and BOM are tie in together, meaning 2 projects do together. This is the problem, BOM is an impt subject for this sem and so is POC however, i'm group with people that cannot to do work! *SHIT*. That not really helpful. Which mean i have to go solo for this. Here come econs, something i know nut abt it, can someone pls help me with it. i really need help with econs. GOSH!
Lining up next is A cappella Fest, next wed and thus, we are not sure who are the singers, but we are told that everyone is singing. Here another problem, we do not know what songs are we singing and (NOTE THIS PROBLEM LIES WITH ME) the performance clash with my NDP practise. DARN! There are solutions, but dun know will they work, I go for performance but right after our item end i will rush off to my practise, however problems are, first i have no idea when is our item. It will be kind of useless to rush down for practise when our item is at the ending of the fest. Second solution is, i perform for onli one of the day, but here the problem, Angie might say something like :"since you are going to perform for one day onli you might as well dun perform." Hmmmmm, trouble trouble. Will have to comfirm with Angie again once she is back from overseas.
Following that is NDP, it jus around the corner and practises are becoming more n more. It nw wed n thus and not jus wed alone. Still got combine practise.2 more weeks to NDP it really exciting to look forward to. However, i have studies and a cappella fest which clashes with 2 of my practise which i mention earlier on. Not forgetting i got a dance exam come up this sat (IMPT). Haiz, i'm asking for it though.
Then i have a cappella champs which is three days after NDP, WTF! This i will not say much. Coz there is nth to say abt it
Now i have got my dance project which is due this sat and in one month and dun know how days later. i have got the steps which is still ok, BUT I DUN HAVE DANCERS, DIE!!!!!!!!! Well let see, i was given 4 month do to this project, slack for one month then busy with other things till nw still busy. SEE LA COLIN YOU ASK FOR IT ONE, DUN BLAME OTHERS. Hmmm well not blaming anyone really, coz there is no one to blame but myself for taking up sooooo many things. Now all i can do is find as many dancers as i can and make the best out of it.
NJRC hip hop was asked by my sec sch junior. They needed help. I could have rejected them by saying no i cannot coz i have too many things to do, But NOOOOOO I NV REJECT THEM, I STILL HAPPILY SAY OK I WILL HELP YOU. COLIN WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN. YOUR ALREADY SO BUSY AND YET YOU WAN TO HELP THEM. HELLO WAKE UP HELP YOURSELF FIRST CAN. Haiz i ask for it. T_T.
Lastly is my salsa lesson, it does not affect me much really. so i can't say much abt it but the fact that i still enjoy learning it.
O no, i jus realised i still got soka dance, wao lao. die la. really die man
There you have it, my life, so hectic so busy and why? COZ I DUN HOW TO SAY NO. crys T_T.
- Mood:
busy
TIRED VERY VERY TIRED. Had a long day, went out with a frenz to bugis to shop around. Bought him a belt which fits him nicely. Was our first meeting though. Started off quitely, didn't tok much dun know what to say mah. lol. then slowly we started toking lor. ha ha. Shop around a while more to find my shoes, salsa shoes. Wooo, from original price $140++, discounted to $71, woooooo damn happy. Cheap leh.
Went for lesson after that, SALSA WOOOOOOO. Today's lesson was damn funny, i was called a "bitch" by Gup. LOL, coz i was able to do the gal movement nicely. LOL Damn funny being called a "bitch" for that. It mean well though ha ha.
A cappella practise was tiring, reason was i'm already dead tired from the whole week. MC some more. Dancing non-stop the whole week also, adding on i have NDP coming up in 22 more days, Dance project due soon (die), Agree to help RS junior with NJRC hip hop dance, school project (shatec *ARGH*), A cappella champs, a cappella fest, Heritage fest (this tue), AHHHH I'M GOING CRAZY. I NEED A BREAK AFTER ALL THIS.
OK, going to sleep nw.
- Mood: tired
WAHAHAHA, today is a forfulling day. Morning go to dental clinic to tighten my teeth however it not pain wahaha,
Met up with ezra and aishya, i learned gliding woooooo, still training it though. we spend the day dancing away damn nice wahaha. Went for dinner with them. PASTA, but it kind of disappointing, their standard have drop BIG TIME. One bad thing, i cannot remember my NDP dance steps, ahhh that bad very bad, 23 more days and i cannot remember. This is bad really really bad. ARGH.
*Breath in breath out* ok had mac's dance lesson at senja HQ, not much though we did formation only and a bit more steps that all.
OK i'm dead tired, wan go sleep nw. wahaha
- Mood: high
- Mood:
bored
Alright this is MC week, i took one week mc from school. I'm coughing like nobody's business. not feeling well. Crap, what wrong with me. Am i really that sick that i can't even go school? This is bad. I have missed one week lesson already. That includ POC, POA, BOM, ENGLISH, QUALITY SERVICE. O man.
Haiz, this suck big time. I got to start with my project soon. It seem like i got to do lots of thing by myself already. MIssing out POC presentation is bad enough, not knowing what the group did. hmmm, this is so worrying T_T.
Let not tok abt school for nw. NDP WAHAHA, SO FUN. THANK GOD I'M TAKING PART IN THIS YEAR NDP. The dance are so cool, easy but cool and the songs we are daning to wahaha so ZAI. Nope, i'm not going to tell you what are the songs you can wait till that day. wahaha.
Guys do come down and watch the performance, i know it would be near to A cappella champs and A level perlim, but it national day, it Singapore's birthday and i will be in it, do come n support =).
i have long nv enough myself so much in dancing with unknown people which slowly become friends. Amal, Dennis, Joeyee, Naomi and lots more. This is the kind of dance i'm looking for, apart from salsa lesson this will be the next thing that i enjoy doing it. People there are great dancer, really cool. It so nice to have met them. As said today, 25 more days to NDP. Happy things always will come to an end, in 25 days time that is. O well, as for nw let enjoy as much as i can. he he
My dancing mood is back, Salsa, Hip hop, Tango, Ballroom etc, they are all back. there is so many lesson i wan to take up. I regrated going to shatec, school fees is ex, my dad is killing himself trying to get money to pay for school fees. People inside there are not very friendly *note to all i mean my class and some other classes* It really stupid of me to go there and study. i should have gone to NAFA or Laslles to do dance. My skills may not be good, but this is something i would really work hard for it, compare it to nw, i'm onli working hard coz the school fees is ex and i dun wan to waste my dad's money. However, i dun wan to lost the chance to dance which is why i'm taking up dance lesson n hotel course together. It might be tough, but i dun care anymore, i want to dance till the day i die, i'm still dancing. Hotel is onli a backup course to fall back on. So dun expect Colin to work in the hotel in the future.
After this, i'm joining Studio Wu to learn Hip hop, or rather to brush up my Hip hop skill which is still very bad. DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE. YEAH I LOVE DANCING, IT MY LIFE MY EVERYTHING.
Ok, i'm getting sleepy, This show a sign of colin you should sleep nw like nw but i'm high, haha watever la. Ziaoing nw
This would be my first happy post ha ha.
- Mood: high
- Mood:
frustrated
hmmm got 2 days mc. today n tml. which means no school for me tml. YEAH. no school mean no class mean no irritating ass YEAH ME. ok it not all that good, that means i'm missing lesson which is bad, coz this sem subject suck meaning cannot miss lesson which i'm already missing it. shit. ARGH. ok being sick is not all that great, coz you have got your mother nagging her way through the whole day which is f***ing irritating. Then you have your father who is not the least being nice to you when you are sick. I hope he would get lost away from my face. Like LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY ALRIGHT, IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO ASK HOW ARE YOU FEELING THEN GET LOST. haiz. ok i'm done with my complaining this my third post of the day. o well.
- Mood: irritated
i skip school today as i was sick. hm coughing like siao. nv sleep enough lor that y. anyway jus woke up feeling like i'm going to vomit out my lung. not good. My dad is not the least helping. people being sick here, he over there not the least concern but went on saying wan to skip school again la. WTF. hello people's sick here, the least you could do is ask how you feeling. fucking pissed with him. At least my mother say something like see not enough sleep which is true.
arg ok i'm going out to see a doctor. feeling like i'm going to die.
- Mood:
sick
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