granted, well i have it all the time. Sometime you call them karma because you yourself have also take other people for granted. But let all think it this way, you are always there for them when they needed you and because of that they are making use of you in everyway they can until they think that you are no longer of use to them."What wrong with them, why are they doing this to you" you might think but that life and what can we do but to live with it. It hurt a lot when things like this happened. It suck big time! You will feel like one big sucker!!!!
One way to deal with it is to change yourself. Don't be so kind to them, protect yourself at all time. Help only if you can. Learn to say no to them. Only then will you not be taken for granted.
Not just people, friendship, life, freedom, money this are all taken for granted. But they will never realise it till it been taken away from them.
This is one short post to let people know that hey look around you, there are many wonderful things. Treasure them dun take them for granted. cause once you lost it. you might not be able to get them again. Not at all!!!
nth much to talk abt actually or should i just say that i'm lazy really lazy. will update more soon......
HEY ALL WE HAVE A NEW MEMEBER TODAY. THREE actually but didn't have the chance to talk to the other 2. Soooo please me to introduce to you Augustus our new memeber. *clap clap clap* ha ha.
Anyway woke up late today and was almost late for salsa lesson. Lol. cab down once again like what the hell but you know what is the most amazing thing that happened, the cab diver only charge me $10 from woodlands to tanjong pagar. He took the long way down instead of the short one so i decided to ask why did he do that for. After explaining everything to me which i don't understand at all he charge me $10 only. Hmmm, i feel kind of bad though cause normally i would have to pay $18+ but i paid only $10 to him. Hmmmmmmm.
Lesson today was fun but i was being called a bitch again. HA HA. Don't ask why, you don't want to know.
After lesson rush down for a cappella practise, this is where i should intro the new memebrs instead lol. O well i have already intro them so nevermind. Anyway, I was only there for like 20 min then a cappella ended. LOL WTH. We went up to Ecnad for some trial thing again but i will not be joining as i will be going for NS already. I just hope Angie don't get angry with me for that. Hmmm, I will try to arrange everything and see what i can do. After Ecnad went back down to A cappella room to do some cleaning up, man the room is so dirty need to do spring cleaning soon like real soon.
Went for dinner after that, Thai express ha ha, it nice but expensive. Lol, once in a while should be ok i guess. It was Augustus first time having dinner with us hope he enjoys it. Hmmm did i spell your name wrongly, if i did please tell me so i can change it. OK.
Now let me post some pictures.......say yeah.......yeah.
Nice yummy honey chicken rice.
Black pepper chicken rice
Black pepper soft shell crabs
There is some more pictures but i lazy to put it up. tomorrow then i contiune bye
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1.AMKSS choir,
2.Christ Church choir,
3.FajarCappella,
4.Pasir Ris SS choir
5.St. Andrew's School choir
and last but not the least
6.The A cappella society youth voices.
Do come n support us.
Date:10th november 08
Time:730pm
Venue:Spore conference hall
Price:$15
Get tickets from me ya =),
Pls come support us.
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I just love this video this song is sad so sad.
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Friends for life?
Hmmmm let see. Recently, i'm kind of emo-ing again. No idea why, my mood just sank to the bottom of the sea with no one to help me up. I have been closing myself up from the outside world, even when my friend try to help me i totally reject their offer. The once open, happy, "funny" colin seem to be gone. Now the colin know nothing about anything but work and dance. Few weeks back Zh and gang ask me out, but i rejected them cause i need to work that day, then they ask me the second time i still rejected them. The feeling or saying yes is there but the idea of working and what am i going to talk to them about if i join them comes to my mind. I have really nothing in common to talk to them anymore. Mainly, they will be talking about their poly life which i know nuts about it. Like, if i go there what will i be saying to them or will i just be again listening to every single things they say and just keep quite and not talk. No i don't want that to happen. It hurt to know that they were once your very close friends and now you have nothing to talk to them at all.
Work .
Looking for jobs this days is not as easy as it use to be and that suck. I managed to get 2 jobs. One at Causeway Point Shopping Centre(cwp) the other one at this child care centre. Working at cwp was sort of a must for me cause i really needed money then and now i still need money to pay off my dance lesson and bills and many things. Which is why i took up the second job, child care centre. However, i don't know if i'm up it. The boss demand is high and i cannot blame her for that, she is worried for her students and she is not a person that like to do thing slowly. Seeing her way of working give me both stress and motivion to work. However, i'm still not getting use to it. I might lose this job. Then i will have to look for new one. "sign"
Dance
Dancing is what i'm doing now. Taking up lesson from different dance studio to improve my dancing skill and is the only way i can relax feel free. I wouldn't say much about my dance cause i like that way. That all.
A cappella
Once again christmas carolling is back. I kind look forward to this year carolling with everyone else again. I still can remember how everyone enjoyed singing with one another last year. I just hope that this year will be the same or better. I have my ups and downs with them too, i hope that all that we have been through are not going to waste.
"sign" i sound so depressing. . . . . . . .
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It over anyway, i'm free from it. I don't want to think about it anymore.
Salsa, contem, jive, hip hop and A cappella. Dancing and singing, things that i do for life. Something i cannot do without it. It my career, this is what i really want to do. Taking lesson from different places to improve my dancing skills, to gain the exp i need. This is me.
Salsa, Jive and Contempory, my kind of dance. Wahahaha. It soo cool, how can i not dance to this kind of dance. It the kind of dance where i can really express myself, who i really am. I cannot believe i wasted so much time on other things instead of dance. *STUPID ME* Hip Hop, i like HH but i'm jus not good at it. so i decided to take up lesson, proper lesson from studio wu to improve my HH. GO COLIN YOU CAN DO IT. YOU HAVE MASTER THE ART OF SPILT NW GO MASTER THE ART OF HIP HOP. LOL! Art of hip hop, what am i saying? -_-"
Been singing with The A cappella Society for 7 years WOOOOO THAT LONG. I might not be very good with my singing but that what i enjoy doing it and i will continue to sing till I DIE! lame..... From heritage fest to christmas performances, A cappella champs to A cappella fest. Man thats a lot of performances. COOL!
Work, Work, Work, Work. I need to work. Why? you might ask. Well cause i need to pay my dancing fees duh. I need to find myself a better job soon. like real soon. earning 200 plus to 300 plus is not going to be enough to pay for anything.
Love life, my love life is not really going very well. to be honest. I'm single nw. i broke up with my girlfriend weeks ago. It for her own good, she have been flying back and fro from Singapore to Italy jus because of me. I felt so bad for making her doing that. she have a life there. I cannot be so selfish. I wan her to be happy, which is why i break up with her. I hope she is ok.
O well that ends my post for nw. la la la la la la.
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Hmm, i have got a english journal to do nw, argh! o well, and i'm here typing livejournal, hmmmm colin go go go go and do your work nw.
Sleepy very sleepy.
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